Time to get going

Time is ticking away. I can only be on my fertility medication clomid for one more month. Being on the medication for a long period could do damage to my body. So I have decided to fight fire with fire. Weight loss is the best weapon with PCOS and pregnancy. So over the weekend I signed up at LA fitness. Yesterday I did water aerobics in the morning and in the evening I did a fitness evaluation with a trainer. 30 minutes of pure torture. I woke up this morning not just sore but in pain. The first thought that came into my mind was I will just take today off. And immediately I flashed back to this corny movie called facing the giants. While in Generational Leadership we were on roadtrip and we would show this clip of a foot ball player doing the death crawl blindfolded. He wanted to quit and give up. The coach was by his side yelling "don't give up keep going" so needless to say I will be going to the gym tonight. Each day gets harder and harder. I know that our dream will come true, but it's hard to be patient. I can tell myself all day long that it's God's perfect timing, but it still stings. Until then I will take all my frustrations out on the Elyptical machine and the weights. Time to get proactive!!